I’ve never really hated myself for being gay
The times when I have hated myself
were for my narcissism, my self-absorbtion
my angry outbursts at people who I love.
Is that a sign of societal progress?
That I can have a complex, three-dimensional, and in some key ways
and hate on parts of that
rather than fixate on the fact I’m gay?
Lol…. the ‘fact I’m gay’. That’s a phrase that could probably be
unpacked another time.